godfather & someone....

just finish the whole series of godfather. i must say that it is the best movie that i have ever watched. watching michael transforming and watching the people that he loved so much just leave him one by one. he has dedicated his whole life to protect his family, but in the end its just him alone. all alone in this lonely world.

i feel that i have done an injustice to someone else in this world. someone who isnt that close to me has become a victim of my very very twisted world. i'm truely sorry for what i have done. it just seems that the person was around when i'm transforming into this person that i myself dont know at all. here i hope that the person will soon find the person that the person is looking for. someone who will just love that person for the person. until now, i still dont know what has happen to me. ironically, after all the harm has been done to the person, the person still talks to me and care about me. this i appreciate alot. though sometimes i still doubt that person, but i've decide not to doubt that person anymore. i know i was in the wrong previously. i hope that u will understand.

love. when u love someone. u love all the good in that person. u love all his character. the way he talks. the way he moves. the way he makes u laugh. the way he hugs u and the way he cares about u. but dont forget. its not love if u cannot accept the negativity of that person. if u cannot accept some of his character. if u cannot accept that the person that u love has change. if u cannot love both the good and bad of the person, then its not love. from the Bible, love is patient love is kind. patient because its timeless. kind because u are able to accept all the blemish in the person. if u claim that u love someone. think about what u meant by that. and i hope that u will find that someone soon.